This break didn’t turn it the way I hoped it would. It became more stressful than fun. I’m tired of school, I’m tired of homework, I’m tired of boys, and I’m tired of unnecessary drama. I’m just tired of everything. I just wanna chill and not worry about anything, but me being me, I know that’s impossible. This is the shittiest way to end 2011.
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I received two acceptance letters today. But, I’m finding it difficult to be happy. This is the first time I’ve been happy and sad at the same time. I’m so bummed out that I’m not even excited for my birthday anymore. I’m finding myself falling into this funk. And the worst thing is that I got myself here.

2011,
For the mostpart you’ve been awesome. I’ve lost friends, gained friends, been stupid, acted smart, felt every emotion, and ended up losing a big huge part of myself right when we neared the end. I just hope that I’ll be feeling better by the time 2012 comes. I just want to be happy. It sucks beig hardheaded and persistent