I don’t understand why I’m so upset over this. I thought I’d be able to bounce back from it just like every other person, but this is different. This is difficult. And at this point, i think more than I can handle.
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I feel like I’m losing everything. It’s weird. I’ve never felt this way before. I would always just let it go and get over it in a matter of days, but I feel that this is going to be a difficult hump for me to get over. This meant more to me than anything I’ve ever had with anyone else. It just sucks that I was the one who realized what I had, stuck around, and then you ended up not doing much to try and keep me.

I know when I’m not wanted. And I’m done with making myself look clingy and stupid. It just hurts. A lot.